Mr.Man and I

Let me start with this….(got it through the Internet…saw it and loved it)

Love feels no burden,
thinks nothing of trouble,
attempts what is above its strength,
pleads no excuse of impossibility…
It is therefore able to undertake all things,
and it completes many things,
and warrants them to take effect,
where he who does not love would faint and lie down.
Love is watchful and sleeping, slumbereth not.
Though weary, it is not tired;
though pressed, it is not straitened;
though alarmed, it is not confounded…

i find this poem to be truthful, beautiful yet not too ’cliche’.Also, it is so genuine and I’m proud to say that i do understand love at last.Coming back after such a long break opened my  eyes when it comes to PEOPLE.I guess the only way not to be falling into a spiral of self destructive mode would be to accept them for what they are.Let it be prostitutes, or self absorbed husbands, or even little girls with big silly model dreams.They are just the way they are.There is no need to pass judgment and point fingers.I strongly believe in the act of the universe, if anything or everything that we did not undertake in the past we wouldn’t be in the very present, for EXAMPLE met some one else, started a clothing business, traveled the world, been given UNCONDITIONAL love from our family,been accepted for the very individual that we are (even if we have the tendencies of a mad man *laughs*).

He’s a very compassionate person yet very careful with love.Yes,my very one and only Mr.Man..you see the only reason i always call him Mr.Man is because he’s got this unique facial expression.Never smiles too much..neither frowns dramatically.He turns red when i kiss him and coyly tries to hide behind his coffee mug.His eye’s tell me “To the world you may be one person,but to one person you may be the world”.I’m glad we are honest with each other, able to say sorry when we make mistakes, and accept the past as a blessing instead of a curse.I truly believe if you love me despite all my short comings, i will always be by your side.I know for a fact you will never betray me for I’m your other half and to betray your other half would mean betrayal of your own self.I appreciate the way you respect me and my needs, to give me space when i can’t breath, to sing with me even if you were unsure of the words or the right pitch nor tune.You’ve never let me sit and fall into my depressions, instead you hold me up and fill me with life.

So here it is..Mr.Man, i love you, and I’m not shy to say i need you.Need as in “to be complete” to be fulfilled.Thank You for your support and everything you’ve done for me you’ve made me a better person for i have learned to forgive and forget to love and no longer hate.i know, strongly in my heart, you will be a good husband and a great father to our children.I CAN’T WAIT FOR OUR BIG DAY!!!!I love you sweetie..*hugs*